I can't do this anymore...

I don't even know where to begin.  There is so much running through my mind right now...

Hmm...I really miss my mom.  It's beginning to really bother me again.  She was going to try to be here today for the walk, and the way she was talking she was coming up, but then she told me that she wasn't going to be able to make it.  It really hurt.  Now they want us to come down there, but I don't know if I can get the time off work let alone afford it.  She's going to be up here for my sister's registration in August, which is inconviently the same weekend that I will be in Detroit for the Kenny Chesney concert.  This sucks.

So things with my friends are a little better, but I don't think they will be the same.  I don't really know if I want them to be.  I feel like I've matured and they haven't really.  I don't know what to do.

Guys suck.  They're so confusing.  I don't know what to do about that situation either.

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That's all for now...